When Rev. Moon started going this path

When Rev. Moon started going this path, I cannot remember how many times I must have determined to die going forward - could it be several thousand times or tens of thousands of times. I am still facing the same life or death situation even today.

However, what I am most afraid of is not dying. What is the most dreadful to me is that my concern about what could it happen after my death.

No one will know what God’s providence is all about. On top of it, who will then be responsible for fulfilling the providence? No one can take this responsibility. This is what I fear most.

Of course I know the reality of the spirit world very well. Sure, where I will go never change even if I go today, tonight or thousand years later. It is clear. But what is going to happen to this world or humanity?

Without Rev. Moon, there will be no one who can be responsible for it. This is my concern. This is what I am afraid of most. Even I say fearful, it not I fear this for myself. I am talking about humankind. If you tighten your belt and determine that you will tackle the tasks in front of you risking your own life centered on God’s purpose, then I am not afraid of dying any more.