A Testimony: CheonBo Providence - A Lot of Challenges and Blessings

Early this year I faced a lot of challenges sorting out our families’ ancestor liberation and blessing records. My notes did not match what Cheon Bo Korea had on their records. I insisted that mine were correct. We had long continuous email conversations, which brought me into a deeper and deeper valley. It was a painful process. I felt they saw me as a big liar. Frustration and anger came up in me. I felt there was no way out, no solution, I’m stuck. Doomed whatever I try to do. I felt caged with no escape; it was awful.

I went through a lot of inner soul searching. Finally, I came to the point of offering a 21-day condition, and the day after it finished I found some papers I had all along, yet never “saw”. Communication with Korea improved and all went well. Once I humbled myself, and really thought of the plight of my ancestors, being caught up in me insisting on being right, everything changed.

I am sharing this because I think it directly connects to the amazing experience I had early that Sunday morning, the day the Cheon Bo ancestor liberation and blessing took place in June. Our ancestors ended up being liberated in Korea that same weekend, not here in the UK. Korea is ahead of us in time, so therefore my experience makes sense to have been early morning.

Before waking up, I had a most profound dream. It was actually not a dream, but more real than anything I have experienced.

I was working somewhere, houses, factories, laundry, lots of laundry. A little girl was working there, too, and others. Then I was on a train to go home, and suddenly this little girl was there, too. Very cute, blond hair, sweet. I said: ‘What are you doing here?’ I was really surprised to see her. She said: ‘I’m going home. My mum has come to pick me up.’ Then I noticed a dark-skinned, dark-haired lady by her side. She just stood there, still, quiet. The little girl and I hugged for ages, we were like one. There was an incredible bond between us. She was so grateful, so happy. Then I became aware that I had to catch another train from the next station in 4 minutes - how on earth would I make it there on time? The train driver seemed to know exactly what was going on between the little girl and me and said ‘No problem, you will catch it’. His presence was very loving. That was it.

The bond between the little girl and me was amazing. She has been with me for years, nearly all my life I believe. Now she is free, she could finally go to the spirit world and was so grateful to me for this. The days following I was very happy for her, yet I was also grieving. It was like losing my best friend. What surprised me a lot, though, was that the day after, I felt three things:

I can now be a mother.

I can talk now; I have authority to say what I want to say.

I’m an adult.

I am very grateful for the Cheon Bo providence, the ability to free the spirit world and myself. Thank you True Parents.”