The Stole and the Scarf - Meeting True Mother in a dream

I watched the recorded video of True Mother’s message given last January 5 during the Special New Year Gathering held in Cheon Jeong Gung and listening to True Mother’s words, I deeply repent for my shortcomings in fulfilling my missions and responsibility here in Korea. True Mother is already old and has been carrying a lot of pains in her heart and yet, like True Father, is still working very seriously in the frontline for the realization of God’s dream within God’s timetable. It is so shameful that I don’t have the same momentum with Her while I am very much younger and in an incomparable situation and condition. I felt so much limited and haven’t contributed much in the providence while we were given enough time to fulfill our tasks. I realize how little faith I have and shameful attendance life towards our True Parents.

I closed my eyes with that heavy feelings on the night of January 8 2018 and accidentally I woke up at 4am the next morning because it was too cold. The temperature is -3. I got up and had to turn the heater on and our electronic blanket and went flat again. There, I dreamed of True Mother for the 5th time in my life. (1st time: Jan 4 2013 / 2nd time: Feb 10th 2013/ 3rd time: Oct 16th 2016 / 4th time: Feb 24th 2017)

In my dream I met Mother in the hallway while I was heading to the same Garden where Mother & Mrs Mc Devitt were heading to. Actually I was surprised to meet Her because I never expected that She had a gathering in the same area where I was (I don’t remember why I was in that same place with Her). I greeted her with so much joy & excitement and mentioned my name that I’m Winny from Ulsan.

Suddenly True Mother asked me “Where is your STOLE (referring to the liturgical vestment)?” I was a bit surprised but responded immediately “Sorry but I’m using this scarf….” (referring to the scarf we are using every blessing ceremony. I don’t have any idea too why I brought with me the scarf). When I took it out from the folder I was holding in my arms, I was more surprised to see that it was not the usual simple long scarf we are using but it is wider at both ends than the width at the center with beautifully embroidered CIG and FFWPU logos on each side in blue and gold color-combination. When True Mother saw it, she said, “I’m not talking about this but the stole for priest”… Anyway, Mother took the beautiful scarf and placed it over my shoulder saying, “Well, it’s okay” with a smile while looking at my face, and added “Okay go!” Then I woke up and it was 8.20am of Jan 9th 2018.

I tried to recap my dream because I wanted to see its connection to the video I have watched the night before it. If I dreamed of True Mother as a result of the feelings I had before I fell asleep then why Mother has to look for the “STOLE” and why the Scarf for the blessing came out? I contemplated a lot and waited for the wisdom from the spirit world and there are things that came up on my mind…

1st thing is the blessing movement: True Mother explained in her message that God’s dream of realizing one family under God would start from national restoration. It can only be possible if every single soul on the earth would be grafted to our True Parents thru the blessing and

follow our True Parents as their own parents. My foremost responsibility is to give the blessing to all people. That’s my number task. The conclusion of this is my HTM mission.

I can go back to Philippines to fulfill my 430. However is it justifiable and acceptable results in front of heaven when in fact, I was called to have mission here in Korea? I’m struggling to fulfill that goal here and it is a sign of how little faith I have that’s why I feel so ashamed that I couldn’t bring results that True Parents can be proud of me. I really need to make a breakthrough here in the Fatherland by hook or by crook so that I can have the qualification to go back to my hometown and restore my family & tribe.

2nd point is the Religious realm: It is very clear to me until now that from my 2nd dream with True Mother in 2013 True God’s Day celebration Mother clearly told me that “We need to restore the religious leaders in Korea”.

In connection with True Mother’s desire, the last initiative She had established is the IAPD (Interreligious Association for Peace & Development) and I believed it would be the last organization towards the realization of Vision 2020.

God’s Will was blocked by the AA, the very being who knows God’s entire plan. At the time of Jesus, God’s Will was blocked by the religious leaders themselves who have studied the Laws. The same is true at the time of True Parents. It was the Christian groups whom God had prepared to welcome the 2 nd coming were the very people who blocked God’s providence. Therefore, in the last days and for the fulfillment of God’s will, religious leaders had to recover their original role by absolutely supporting the True Parents.

True Mother truly possessed heavenly wisdom for she knows exactly what is really the principle course and the path of heavenly formula to bring about God’s ideal plan. She is truly the True Parents and God’s only begotten daughter.

However, even though I’m a lady bishop but my crowd is only the Philippine community and haven’t penetrated the Korean religious realm yet because of my inability to speak Korean well. How shameful it is on my part to have such limitation. Nonetheless, I need to really make a real breakthrough by bringing substantial results in this category and wish to end my life offering that Dignity to our True Parents as their daughter.

What is the meaning of placing the scarf over my shoulder and told me “Okay go”? I need to wait for heaven’s answer… With the changes of the system here in Korea along with Japan & USA, I believe there is another load of responsibility ahead for me in connection with this dream.

Even though I don’t possess any public position here in Korea but just a plain family member, I still carry with me the heart of being a fulltime for 31 years who lives for God’s providence as my priority more than my own life and family. I just entrust to God my life and destination for He knows me well. I always say “Lets God’s will be done, not as I want but as Heaven’s command.” ***