I miss you, my dear True Father

A literary piece dedicated to Father, Rev Dr Sun Myung Moon as a testimony of how heaven had prepared me to meet the True Parents of Heaven Earth and Humankind

I was 19 when I came to know that you are my Father. My world turned upside down thereafter. For others, they might be astonished, For me, knowing you, is a fortune that will never vanish.

I know you didn’t come abruptly into my world, But had prepared me that heaven has foretold. Because you know me well internally and externally, You exactly hook me through my weakest and strongest personality.

I was graduating from elementary when revelations came to me in dreams And even hearing voices from the unknown when I was young as a teen. I never thought it was you who have guided my path And had led me to the community that is centered on your heart.

The 1st time I saw you, was in 1983 Saving me, from that enormous snake wanting to seize me. Though I ran to the best of my capacity here and everywhere, I knew I couldn’t escape the death awaiting for me there. When you suddenly appeared from a log cabin, At the center of a garden of roses was a hopeful scene.

In the midst of that unimaginable threat and seemingly end of my life, You became my hope, a rescuer, and a guide. By your hands, I was spared,

From the brink of death as heaven declared. When I woke up, just a picture of your face was left in my memory but 4 years later, I came to know that it was you, my dear Father.

The 2nd time you appeared was in 1984, In my dream, I was seated in the church front row You were then the officiating priest of a wedding ceremony Only there & then, I realized was actually for me,

When from among the crowd I was the only one wearing a gown, Obviously, the only bride to be from that town Without a groom, not even a clue. I immediately stood up in front of you.

Unexpectedly a mysterious guy rushing from the church doorstep came in, Confessing to the crowd that he was the man I was waiting. When I woke up, my memory was on the guy not on the priest, there 3 years later, I truly repented because it was you, my dear Father

Maybe because my heart was diverted during our second encounter, That’s why in my 3rd dream I never saw your face any longer. I just heard your voice loud & clear, You conveyed the message you wanted me to hear.

In 1986 I was already determined to convert my faith To the church, I thought you planned me to take. The night before my scheduled day to be baptized You appeared in my dream in a luminous blazing light.

As you came nearer to me, my eyes couldn’t withstand. Also, you were speaking in a language I didn’t understand And when you were already just in front of me, I saw Jesus image in thorns and blood very clearly.

In that very serious & solemn moment, I recognized Your message was already in plain English to my surprised. “NO RELIGION CAN SAVE YOU EXCEPT YOURSELF”, A significant statement that I badly needed myself.

When I woke up, all the while I thought It was Jesus who uttered those words Nonetheless from your guiding principle, a few months later I realized that it was actually you, my dear True Father

In 1987 during the last night of the first ever seminar, I attended in There I heard again a voice, “You are too stupid”, bitterly speaking “How could you easily believed” “The Principle you just newly received”

He even told me that I should not lend my ears, To the last topic that the lecturer would give, Because they would just proclaim, Rev Moon is the Messiah, the modern day saint

All the while I thought it was still you who talked to me just like before, The reason why I never paid attention to the concluding lecture anymore. However, when the slide of the 3 countries in the Far East showed up A miracle took place as if the Holy Spirit had grabbed & lifted me up.

I felt somebody had pinched my heart fiercely As I heard a voice whispering words very distinctly. “HE IS THE ONE, HE IS THE ONE,” “The one you are waiting to come” “ WHY DON’T YOU BELIEVE HIM he earnestly plea,

Unknowingly I was submerged to tears uncontrollably

I found myself sincerely & unceasingly repenting, Because the one I was eagerly waiting finally came into being I declared my faith and proclaimed my determination Until the end and for eternity, I will follow you, was my strong conviction.

Because you are my hopes my dreams, my life and my eternity, I never get tired following you even though our encounters were just spiritually. You are the power house of my strength and accumulated source of inspirations, That’s why giving up or dying has never existed even in my imagination

In the most painful period of my life I met you personally that was in 1999, Not in a public gathering but in a very spiritual and significant heavenly time. It was in Hannam-dong when you were doing the LAST MATCHING, By your own holy HANDS, as I was there personally watching

It was a substantial & heavenly experience especially When your eyes suddenly focused on me unexpectedly. I could hear your words through those small eyes That through my absolute faith the solution lies.

I was enveloped by your embracing love and was assured That Blessing is a blessing and it would surely be secured. Being physically & literally beside you was a proof That my faith was not floating in the air but was taking its roots.

I didn’t come to know you by the book like other who found you Or from the lecture when they proclaimed you It was all Heaven’s revelations & interventions according to your plan My most unforgettable moments, the marvelous blessings that had been done.

It will be eternally treasured here and in my after life, A record of my history that can be source of joy & my pride.

You may be gone on earth for 5 years now but to me it never matters, Because your spirit of love transcends here and even life after. It’s a blessing that True Mother is still with us That keeps us under your bosom with your everlasting love.

My memories of you are kept as eternal treasures They’re priceless jewels that are beyond measures Though I dearly miss you my dear True Father But I am comforted because I know You hold me in your heart Your as daughter forever

참아버님 보고싶습니다 , 사랑합니다 Father we miss you, we love you!