My Dreams with Mother Moon

I had many spiritual experiences where the spiritual world and my ancestors were appearing and helping me in my life of faith. I had dreams of Father only within my first 3 years in the church but none of Mother until Father Seonghwa in 2012. (I’d better write them down before it would lapse my memory)

First Dream – Another Dimension of the Providence

In 2012 I took a vacation in the Philippines during winter season to see the possibility of staying longer for tribal messiah mission. I spent my 3months there giving introductory lectures on the blessing to the families and relatives of some of our members in Central Luzon living in Korea.

At the same time I visited my extended church in Cuyapo Nueva Ecija (Philippine Independent Catholic Church) in December to give a Homily for the last Sunday Mass they have had in the year. Then on January 2nd, I gave an introductory lecture on the blessing to the officers and elders of the church committee inviting them to participate in the first big event of the PMC blessing ever held in the Philippines with 13000 couples’ goals in Araneta Coliseum as the country’s offering for the Foundation Day celebration in 2013.

I felt it was a success and an answer to concretize my plan of moving back to Philippines for mission and tribal restoration because the 12 couples of the PICC group participated in the blessing and expressed a very positive response to the Principle lectures and to the value of the Blessing. Moreover, the town of Cuyapo is only 30minutes drive to the hometown of my Father where the origin of CAYME families begin. In that situation, I felt so much hope that I could fulfill my 430 Tribe Blessing restoration and Community Breakthrough. I thought it was God’s Will.

In the evening of January 4th 2013, I had my first dream of Mother. It was a gathering of few members and I was one of them. Mother entered the room and seated on the right side of the stage with Peter Kim on her side as translator. Mother asked everybody to say a simple introduction of themselves one by one with Rev Kim translating while she listened attentively to each of those introductions.

Then I was the 8th to come up front. During my turn, I was the only one who offered first a full bow and greeted her in Korean then introduced my name as Bishop Winny of Ulsan. Upon hearing my name suddenly Mother turned her face at me and immediately talked to Rev Kim in Korean. Before Rev Kim translated the message of Mother for me, he asked me “you understand Korean don’t you?” When I said “just a bit”, I accidentally woke up. (NOTE: why i introduced myself as Bishop Winny of Ulsan? because 40days after Father’s Seonghwa, Mother started gathering group of leaders of different fields and teams of missionary & IWs. One elder 430 couple who happened to be our Busan Regional Pastor then was one of the IWs of the church and during meeting with Mother, he reported to her that there is Lady Bishop in Ulsan who is a HanFil and a great lecturer and her name is Winny. So while in dream, i know that Mother already heard my name)

What I could only remember from Mother’s Korean word was about number 2 and something about thousands. During breakfast time with our elder sister Juliet’s (Limjap Family) couple, I told her excitedly about that dream because it was my very first time to dream of True Mother and I jokingly told them… “Maybe True Mother will give me 2000 blessing goals or I need to prepare 2000 ($-Php) donation or distribute 2000 copies of Autobiography books”.

At that time there was no idea of Vision 2020 so I didn’t have any clue of what that number really meant.

I came to the full realization of that dream when Mother announced the new 7- year providence course to Vision 2020 during the 2013 True God’s day celebration.

Second Dream – the Focus of my Mission

On the 3rd week of January we returned to Korea. That year I decided to prepare an offering table every God’s Day celebration along with other major holydays which I wasn’t doing since I arrived in Korea in 2005 except for an offering meal only consisted of bowls of rice and glasses of water.

The evening of February 9th, I prepared all the fruits and cooked the meals for the offering. I washed all (separate items for Holydays only) the dining wares we had for the offering table and the sets of bowls spoon and chopsticks for True Parents I bought in Cheongpyeong. I prepared the table until it was 3am of February 10th (01.01.2013 by the lunar calendar) then I slept.

That early dawn of Feb 10, 2013, I dreamed of True Mother for the 2nd time. I barely slept for 3 hours because I woke up at 6.10am to set up formally the table and had my proper clothes put on before the 7am pledge service.

In my dream I was assisting True Mother of some secretarial works and she called me to get a very important paper on her table. I immediately run into her room without asking what kind of legal document was that and was surprised & confused to see a lot of scattered papers on the table. I didn’t want to make mistake in attending her so I felt so nervous and deep inside I was praying about what kind of paper was that. For me, it was a great mistake in our life of attendance for not being clear about True Parents’ directions

Then when I had that kind of repentful mind, all of a sudden, like a miracle, a sheet of bond paper with a very big number 430 written in Bold Font appeared on top of all those papers so I grabbed it immediately and went back to Mother. When I handed it to her I told her, “Mother I can distribute 430 books in the Philippines very easily.”Then she replied without looking at me, “But we need to focus in Korea”. I told her, “Mother I can easily fulfill my 430 Tribal Mission in the Philippines.” She replied, “But Korea is the Fatherland.” The last statement I told her, “Mother I can easily restore a community in the Philippines for Tong-Ban Kyeok Pah”. She turned her face and looked at me saying “We need to save Korea and restore religious leaders in Korea.” Then I woke up.

When I was watching the live webcast of the celebration in the Hyo Jeong Peace Palace I was so surprised to hear Rev Lee’s message (National Messiah to Malaysia) who was asked by Mother to give his testimony that morning. He said, he reported to Mother all the great foundations he laid for Malaysia and the many projects he did and yet Mother had only told him “Malaysia is not the Fatherland and we need to focus on the restoration of Korea first”’

That particular message he shared struck me directly to the heart. It was the message of Mother to me in my dream. She was telling me a very important point about the providence and my mission focus.

I couldn’t imagine the immediate shift of my mind considering that I’ve been preparing already my heart to settle in the Philippines to fulfill my responsibility and here came Mother giving me clear vision of where to focus my attention with in regards to my mission, responsibility and desire.

Many of us have been thinking seriously of our mission especially the HTM responsibility. I understood very well what it is to be an HTM to its completion that’s why I wished to settle in the Philippines to fulfill that until the restoration of a community would be accomplished thinking, I have had enough foundations to restore my region for True Parents.

However, all my plans and mindset changed 100% and the direction where I was heading into turned 180 degrees opposite. I felt it’s completely a new world to me. From that moment on, I dropped down the idea of Philippines and prayed in repentance for seeing my desire first to restore my tribe before accomplishing the Heavenly Will of restoring the Fatherland.

I realized then that “Yes, i need to restore my tribe, Yes i need to fulfill my 430 HTM, however being called to Korea is not just because Im a wife nor just a family member… I was called here because this is the mission area of all HANFIL families… Restoring my tribe is my personal responsibility but my mission is to restore the Fatherland, God’s HOMELAND.”

Third Dream – Seek first the Subject

It was October 17th 2016, just recently.

In my dream, we were called to attend a gathering but we didn’t know who the speakers would be and what kind of assembly would that be. In that dream people were coming by buses and were just told to attend the lectures but no instructions of which room we needed to go into. So people started moving and found several rooms of gathered people. I saw there were many people listening to Mrs Hyo Nam Kim in the room. I was quite disturbed about the situation because I knew very well that Mrs Hyo Nam Kim wasn’t in-charged anymore and yet wondering why people forgot that.

Also I saw many people entered another hall where Dae Mo nim (Hong Halmoni) was speaking. Almost all were wearing white clothes and the room was very bright. When I saw DMN Hong Halmoni only then I realized I was in Cheongpyeong and my heart longed for Mother.

The very moment I had Mother in my mind longing for her, suddenly another room appeared in front of me where there are few members gathered, the atmosphere was very peaceful and very much brighter than those rooms in the vicinity and when I entered that room, I saw Mother was speaking and Father was sitting beside her.

There was an elated gladness in my heart seeing them together. Tears of joy rolled down my face seeing BOTH of them however at the same time repenting for others who didn’t seek them which was the reason why they didn’t find that gathering hall with True Parents.

When I woke up the following morning I remember the verse Mt 7:7 …. Seek and you will find… That day too I wrote an article about “Keeping our Life of Faith Active” for our IFFA-Kor Newsletter.

May Heavenly Parent & True Parents bless you all.