My Personal Reflection About My Earthly life journey with Bishop Winny Cayme

It was my deepest regret that I was NOT able to experience the life of a full-time member in the church serving our TRUE PARENTS. I was matched in 1995 - the 360,000 couple blessing, but wasn’t granted any success. I was given another chance to join the 1997 blessing in Washington D.C. and started my family life with my Japanese husband through the help of JOY Florentino. Well, I thought I was just lucky then, but on the other hand, I realized that it wasn’t my luck, but a shit sucked to learn that my spiritual mother was (and still) a supporter and one of the top leaders of Hyun Jin Moon in the Philippines.

From then on, I walked in the valley of hunger for the truth and enlightenment. I’ve got no one to hold on to. My marriage life was shaken by loads of trials and drowned in the deepest pit of hell. I questioned the spiritual authenticity of my matching done by True Father. (Ooh True Father pls forgive me) I considered my life a complete failure in the aspect of parenthood, role of a wife and a Cheon Il Guk owner. I had lots of complaint, comparison and criticism. My spirit was totally collapsed. I stumbled, fell and stood up and came into realization that those things were.. …may be ….just tons of trash. L (So life must go on…..)

Instead of being more regretful, I chose to become an active member of HIFA- Hiroshima International Family Association. There, I experienced the life of giving spiritual food to people. We had wonderful moments together. We gave lectures together for a total of about 10 to 20 people in those years. We gave holy wine, street preaching and many other things. I thought it was forever. The saddest truth? There was none of them joined our flock. I felt bad and disappointed. I questioned why our lecture did not give impact to those people who listened to it. She (the lecturer) was not happy when I suggested to change the approach. May be it was just because her mind was a little closed to receive new ideas and positive criticism. My outrage towards her had multiplied and I totally disobeyed her directions when I learned that she was leading us to a wrong path, the path of supporting GPF which was/is belong to Hyun Jin Moon and recently ordered us to support the Providence in the Philippines. According to her, it was HIFA’s vertical alignment to True Parents.

In short, my relationship with her was attacked by satan. I loved this sister, but the love between us was corrupted. Instead of inspiration, she gave me desperation and my unsettled issue with her became my spiritual stumbling block which unbearably ended me up to the cave of darkness for a couple of years. I did not put the blame to her or to anyone but to my evil self.. Cursed you satan.

BUT the GOOD thing about being in the darkest cave was the chance of seeing a tiny glare of light passing through a pinhole of its wall. And that LIGHT, led me to the POSITIVE spiritual ambiance in the life of Bishop WINNY CAYME. When my days were gloomy and felt like no one is there to cling to. I had no other choice but to butt into the FB private message box of hers. She was always there to remind me to stand still and shine like a star in the dark … I really thanked her for continuously giving me spiritual strength. She renewed the marriage vow of my parents. She gave lectures to my tribe. When my father died, she liberated him in Chung Pyung for his smooth journey to spirit world. She gave so much life to me. I couldn’t be able to repay the favors she gave to my family.

Nevertheless, this made me believe that somehow along the way, I WASN’T A FAILURE at all but PROVEN to be born spiritually rich and successful. Since then, she stood up as my SPIRITUAL MOTHER, nurtured me and became my strong pillar of faith. She encouraged me to embrace my own path of restoration and handle my marriage life with care and gratitude. She was a messenger of heaven

who inspired me and continually inspiring me to go on forward with this faith centering on the ideals of True Parents.

When Vision 2020 became the most popular headline in all the churches of Japan. Renee and I decided to invite Bishop Winny to Hiroshima to give us a deeper understanding about it. Our appeal was declined by HIFA due to some personal issues. So sad that others gave up suddenly and left me hanging in the air. I was so devastated that day. However, I really believed in the saying that “HP (God) works in a very special way”. God grabbed my neck to look for someone who was worthy enough to receive Bishop Winny.

Though our preparation was tough, our perseverance brought it to reality. Most of the Filipino members in Japan were rattled and excited upon hearing the forthcoming arrival of Bishop Winny. Our Kuya Isaiah accommodated her and Wonjung to celebrate the reunion of Cabanatuan CARP members in Tokyo. IFA opened up the door for Bishop to speak over the podium of Unification Church Tokyo Headquarter with the attendance of more than 60 international church members. I heard that the impact of her sermon brought all of them to tears and gave them the clarity about their stands and support to our True Mother.

She was warmly welcomed to Kyushu and stayed in the house of our wonderful and lovely “ate” Sheryll Nakashima (the ALAS) who silently worked everything with me. Without her, this event may not be possible in Kyushu. The most miraculous moment there was the attendance of the President of HIFA — Julie Hirakami and her secretary — Renee Fujimoto. They travelled with me from Hiroshima to Kyushu. It was a great experience seeing everyone talking to Bishop Winny with heavenly crack of laughters and joy.

In retrospect, her lecture explosion in Kyushu personally gave me a kind of spiritual uplifting- satisfaction that I’ve never experienced in my entire life of faith as a Unification Church member. It was so liberating and breath taking. I thought her strategic approach in presenting the Ideals of the Unification Church was very useful. Her witnessing presentation slides with the indicative combination of cognitive and experiential approaches together with the impact of her ecumenical charms were simply amazing. “Those were the things lacking in the witnessing strategy here in Japan. Church members need to prototype this approach in order to bring forth more souls to the church and testify about this providential age”

I could see a new hope of glory to be spiritually alive forever and ever. In conclusion, this lecture tour of Bishop WINNY in Japan about OUR PROVIDENTIAL ROLE AND RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS VISION 2020 brought our dead spirits back to life and gave us inspiration to continuously serve our True parents centering on True Mother. WHAT AN AMAZING WAKE UP CALL! The whole world is waiting for you Bishop Winny to testify about the Messiah. Thank you very much from the bottom of our hearts! All of us here are looking forward to meeting you again in September! We need you in Hiroshima City! GLORY GLORY TO Heavenly Parent and True Parents!