"God has no one but me… I cannot trust any of you." (Part 2)

Peter Kim read on the 49th Day of all Things from Father’s speech given in 1963 with the title “Let us inherit the bitter sorrow of God” about which Rev. Kim noted that it has greater meaning and depth than the Genesis story of the Bible. In this way our Heavenly Father wanted our worldwide membership to connect with His true situation so that He could secure the life and mission of His True Son but unfortunately we have not united with that heart even though all brothers and sisters could listen to this important content beginning at 49 minutes on the afore-mentioned link.

Father spoke on that day in 1963 about the deep suffering of God and creation upon the Fall of our first human ancestors and the indescribably painful path of tears God have to walk in history: “All the grief in this world is incomparable to the grief of God. It has not even come close to what God had gone through… We must never forget that God’s grief is one of losing His Kingdom, of losing His child. It is something even greater than a parent having lost his child or for a parent having lost the three generations of his descendants. Even if we were to combine all that grief together God has suffered an amount of grief that is even greater. We must never forget this fact.

What is the significance of we in this day and age? We need to remember that we were purchased with the sorrow of God. We are standing here on the foundation of God’s sorrow and grief. If you are ever to forget God’s Heart then you will never be able to go beyond the historical ways of death. God has taken care of us and He has sought that day of victory.

We should not allow God’s sorrow to continue as it is. We must remember that we have our brothers and sisters around us. We must remember that we have our Parents and also children at our side or behind us. This path of sorrow goes beyond us and is connecting all who are feeling with us, including our Parents, spouse and children.

We should never allow this type of sorrow to be redirected to God. We should take responsibility and say, `I will take responsibility for it.’ You should have the heart of saying that you will take responsibility for that path of sorrow. Without that kind of heart you would never be able to face God.

You were born to face a very difficult path up until now. There might have been a reason for doing so. You may have continued with a heart and mindset that you have to do so but instead you should have a heart where you feel that you endure that kind of pain for the sake of God, that you are enduring these kind of circumstances for the sake of removing this suffering of God.

It is with this kind of heart and mindset of sacrificing yourself and go through such sufferings that we will see that day drawing near. With each day we should forget to eat and sleep and even to feel the joys of social life and lead a life of suffering in relation to God. You should bear these things in mind before you stand in front of God.

When we offer this dedication ceremony we must remember that this is a place quenched and created by tears. There is no way to describe the pain and lamentation you may feel… You must never forget that the grief connected with God that you may feel in your heart is more valuable than anything external you may

strive to achieve. Only when you have such an attitude can God’s anxiety and grief in His heart, God’s historic grief of 6000 years become completely released.

We are in a place of inheriting God’s grief. After inheriting His heart we must be able to return everything in His creation back to God. We should restore God’s creation and establish a foundation for all things to be returned to God. Human beings should become the true owners and carry out the great works of God. God has been in sorrow because of us…”

Have we taken these profound words by our loving Father to heart and have we truly become God- centered people who are totally dedicated to bring comfort to the Heart of God?

Unfortunately on that 7 times 7th anniversary there was no turning point in the history of our church for the sake of a profound new beginning to live in a God-like way as Father had called for already 3 decades earlier in the Historical Children’s Day speech.

And when we also did not take Father’s further appeals to lead an absolutely God-centered life seriously which he had offered us in the months that followed then there was no more path free for him to continue his mission on earth but he had to leave in the 66th week after that holiday which Father called “a very significant and historical day”.

Father asked the early members in 1963 to inherit the Kingdom and to bring it in front of God who is suffering deeply by restoring the Kingdom of Goodness and to offer it to God: “As we stand before God we must be able to offer a Kingdom of Goodness. We have the responsibility to restore this world…”

I would like to encourage you to listen to this important speech starting from 49 minutes into the recording of the 49th anniversary of the Founding of our church celebration which you can access at vimeo.com/24592897

At 1 hour 17 minutes Father says: “Today is a very significant and historical day. There was a report, a final and conclusive report, about three pages long. And I will share this report now with you to show you what stage of God’s providence we have come to. Even if you do not see it and if you do not feel it, you will be able to know and to understand where we stand in providence. The very person who gave that report will now come up and read the report and will also give that report before you all. Why? It is in order to remove the habit of reporting the good things and hiding the bad things. They have that kind of habit and they feel the pangs of conscience and they must now report those things.

So we will have now that report, a testimony and account, and if you give just 5 minutes to conclude that speech I will assess or evaluate that report. I will be the one to judge the quality of that report. I hope that this can be a solemn moment for you and a historical reminder to you on the occasion of this day…

All the resolution we make today is only a couple of pages and this has to become your own. Therefore you have to have the mind to be able to digest this couple of pages report otherwise you will be disqualified. You must not abandon the value of all that history of the providence, but should you do that you may lose a nation and even a world.

So you should listen with caution and have the heart of an owner and reflect on where we stand at this time. We have now this time to bring to a conclusion all things and like the final chapter of an epoch we will have you take part in this occasion. Will you promise that you will quietly and solemnly listen to this report?”

Then Father asked the owner of the report to come forward and he mentioned that in the future there will be opportunities to witness to this report. At that point True Father asked Rev. Hwang if he had sent out this report to leaders around the world, adding: “In the future there may be people who accuse us historically but by doing so God and True Parents can set the condition of having done that. Keep that in mind… So everybody listen carefully what is about to be read.”

From the above explanations we can understand the seriousness of our True Parents in front of history and Father’s desire that the bad habit of leaders to report only good things and hiding the bad things should stop. As you can hear for yourself, he expressed on that day his desire that we may understand where we stand in God’s providence in order to know clearly in which stage of God’s dispensation we are…

Unfortunately there was no awakening to recognize the urgency of the time to connect with God and True Parents in a most sincere and truthful way and to face our own reality which Father described very strongly 7 months and 21 days later on this year’s Day of Victory of Love.

It is amazing how many providential time periods are connected with what Father has been telling us and with his ascension. The more we research into this fact the more internal connections we can find, what is obvious e.g. in Father having to chastise us so very strongly after we had not taken God’s situation and His Will to heart during those 7 months and three times 7 days of preparation until that second holiday in 2012 when Father had to say that we all betrayed the Family Pledge.

From God’s standpoint it is obvious that Father stood in front of us 33 weeks after the 49th anniversary of the founding of our church as the crucified Lord of the Second Advent who shouted in desperation with a very loud voice, telling us that we are liars and thieves, that we are idiots and bastards, etc. because we have betrayed God’s desire for our life as His/Her beloved sons and daughters whom he had called to take responsibility to build a world that is centered on True Love.

When we still did not do what he had asked of us repeatedly it was only a question of time before Father’s life would also end physically which became a reality in the 33rd week of the 3rd year of the Heavenly calendar – like Jesus dying on the cross after 33 years.

After Jesus death there was the new beginning in God’s providence based on a 40 day period of collecting his disciples and aligning them with God’s desire for them to unite and when 120 of them were united in prayer God could send the Holy Spirit to inspire them to go out to all corners of the world and to proclaim the Good News of the Coming of God’s Kingdom.

Now we are in a parallel period of 40 days after Father’s ascension during which we have to unite with God’s Word as revealed to us through the True Parents of Heaven, Earth and Humankind which includes very clear statements about which I have written many pages of reflections in order to encourage the realization of what Father had told us very clearly like “Don’t follow any leader or any leader’s family”.

Our not obeying this and so many other fundamental directions has brought Father not only to the point of death like in the helicopter crash but finally into the spirit world because we continued to follow the archangel, which includes the position of the president of our church as Father had stated already back in 1983 and in 1990. How can we be surprised about what we have learned in recent weeks concerning the behavior of the person who stood in such a position for America?

All of the tragedies that are revealed and unfolding in front of our eyes could have been avoided had we practiced what True Parents were actually teaching and stopped following leaders who will not bring us into the Kingdom of Heaven as Father told us already 3 decades ago.

So there are very clear reasons why Father had to go to spirit world on the foundation of the failure of the Third Israel and our refusing to become the people of the Fourth Israel who embody the heart of the Fourth Adam for which Father had called for already years ago.

The timing of his departure from this world falls exactly 4 times 40 days before True God’s Day 2013 during which we should separate thoroughly from Satan and all evil and fallen traditions so that we can welcome Foundation Day with a completely purified heart, mind and soul united in heart as one loving worldwide family.

When we count from the day of Father’s ascension there are exactly 21 weeks left until the beginning of the fourth year of the Heavenly calendar during which we have to grow to maturity in heart to be one with God and living under the direct dominion of His Love. This most precious realm has been opened up by our True Parents and everybody can enter it no matter which religious affiliation a person may have because the time of religion is over and the time of salvation through Love has come as Father had proclaimed already years ago.

May we all leave the realm of death where we are following the word and mindset of the Archangel, and enter the realm of life by uniting with God’s unconditional True Love which is supposed to be embodied in each one of us as His/Her loving sons and daughters who work together under the direct guidance of the Living God, our Eternal Parent.

Yours sincerely,